"The only way to live is to accept each minute as an unrepeatable miracle, which is exactly what it is: a miracle and unrepeatable."- Storm Jameson

How do I slow down these days?How do I ensure that I capture all there is within these walls,to sustain me when it is time to head back in and get done whats got to get done?All I can possibly do is take these days for what they are,cherish them,moment by moment and know,it has to be enough.Coming home has been beyond wonderful.Although busy,we have fallen back effortlessly into routine and life together, as if the past month apart never happened.I have missed my bed,my husband, my children.I have missed seeing their faces as they talk and play with Zoey.I have so missed that glint in her eye and the magic of her smile when anyone enters the room.I have missed my family being a complete unit or as complete as it can be when 2 are grown and on their own.But they will be back,Jess tonight and Caitlin tomorrow.I cannot wait for them to see Zoey and she them.Zoey has adapted to being home beautifully.She too has forgotten what the past month has held.A reminder will come soon enough.She seems to be doing well.No fevers ... thank goodness.That would be a one way ticket back in.She is a little pale today.Probably her hemoglobin is a bit low.Other than that she looks great and seems to feel great as well.There are some moments in my day that I have to be jolted back to reality and reminded that she does indeed have Leukemia.Not quite the reality check I like.But our reality ... for now.That's about all I have for you.I am fully and completely embracing and cherishing our moments.And these moments,these days,right now ... are beautiful.