Monday, March 9, 2009
Dare I even speak it ....
I suppose I will.What is there to lose.Tomorrow we try again for Round 4. 7:30 am blood draw and an hour later we should have our answer.Come on ANC ... we need to make a 1000.If we do they have us scheduled as coming in as inpatient status soon there after.We verified with the 4th floor that there were beds available,because often there is not but it looks like we should be in fairly good shape to get settled in at a decent hour.Hopefully chemo starts as well.Baring any unforeseen set backs.Like what I am not sure but it could be anything.Mainly miscommunication but lets hope not.I am ready to start.But is Zoey?Her little body has had such a nice break.A much needed one at that.I have spoke to a few moms up there now.Some on round 2,3,4 or 5 and all having a really hard time of it.Fevers,fevers and more fevers.I pray for the little love.Praying hard that her tiny body will withstand the onslaught as well as she has in the past but again,anything is possible.We had a much needed relaxing weekend.Housebound isn't so bad.Underrated really.Requires you to stop and just be.Having everyone home was just what I needed.What we all needed.Tomorrow comes and with it the unknown,a measure of uncertainty but also with it the knowledge we will all fight this together and help sweet Zoey how ever humanly possible that were able.The rest we leave to God.Once again calling upon Him to protect her and cover her with His amazing grace.We will keep you posted but until then keep those prayers and good vibes coming.We have come to count on them and with that,have come to love you all.Bed calls,actually screams.It's 1:30 am and I have to be up at 5am ..not pretty.
*Zoey and Joe just loving on each other.Zoey trying desperately to "play' Wii.Zoey just being cute little,impish Zoey.