"Sometimes God calms the storm,Sometimes He lets the storm rage and calms His child."

Day 21.We are tired.All of us.Well,actually,Miss Zoey seems to be faring the best of all.How that is possible ... I have no idea.Her little fighting spirit and her gentle easy going personality,is just magical to watch each and everyday.She is on the brink of leaving pneumonia and RSV in the dust for good.A few breathing treatments late Saturday night and early Sunday morning,made all the difference.Coughing has diminished greatly over the last day or so and it is the consensus of all, that Zoey exceeded every ones expectations on how the latest would play out.Zoey's ANC is 10,which might as well be zero and that is a good thing.It means there is only one way to go and that is up.The question is how long up will take?She is working with a whopping 10 in the immunity department and her whites are 1 as well.That combo can spell big trouble for additional infection so it is my fervent prayer that Zoey flip into total marrow recovery sooner rather than later.Till then our prayers remain constant that she is able to fend off the bad stuff,generate the good stuff and maybe,by weeks end,find her way home.Have got to cut this abruptly short.My mind is mush and my body is beyond exhausted.Thank you to my sweet friend Michelle,for the quote.I do feel an amazing calm as I pass through these days.A beautiful peace that God has given, to sustain me through a long stay, riddled with uncertainties.My anxiousness is often based in my inability to be in two,or in my case,6 places at once.I feel disjointed from my other children's lives and wonder when our new norm will begin.My faith in Zoey and her ability to pass through this latest storm over the last 5 months,has never been in question.My ability however, is an entirely different story.I continue to move forward one day at a time,one moment at a time,one now at a time.Only one way I can navigate this current crisis and that is by living in the now.And this now .... has got to be off to bed.Zoey sends her love and kisses and believe me,there has not been a shortage of those the last week.She is quite the professional with blowing kisses and maybe I will just have to capture in onvideo for you all.Thank you again for the faithful prayers and well wishes.We continue to be humbled and moved by the power and impact of them all.